Wow, lately things have been on that up and down rollercoaster ride, but I’ve been feeling a little better about things. Sometimes you really do have to deal with what life throws at you and then sometimes you end up looking back at your past and you feel bad about yourself now. DON’T DO THAT! I slipped and accidentally felt that way and totally slapped myself back out of that trance. With the help from my beautiful and loving mother and the best support from my friends, I know that I’m definitely going to be okay. I guess the whole “I don’t like working for others” mentality is getting the best of me. Perhaps I should let down that guard just for a little while until I know I can back that up…(and let me tell you…it will happen.) Motivation, determination, perseverance and passion are all what will get me toward my dream. Reminders here and there won’t hurt though! =)